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She wrote this novel 30 years ago.
MS meant she couldn’t share it.
Now, at 71, it’s finally here.
A love story that never really ended.

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Sharron S. Davidson
The sky was still. La Conquistadora knew better.
She was nineteen and she knew exactly what this summer would be.
She was wrong.
In meteorology, a perfect storm is the rare convergence of ordinary forces into something none of them could have produced alone.
Casa Blanca — Ranch HeadquartersThe Ranch
La Conquistadora was a country unto itself. A single pasture could swallow most ranches whole, and there were dozens of them. The main house was an old rambling Spanish adobe whose rooms opened one onto the other at different levels, whitewashed and shaded by a long portal where trumpet vines bloomed orange against the walls. A red racer snake had taken up residence near the kitchen door. Nobody had been able to convince it to leave.
A complete kingdom, established by the Spanish dons, run for decades by people who dressed for dinner after a day in the saddle. The rowdy West stopped at the fenced lawn and never drifted near the front door.
Out past the corrals the land opened up, the mesas standing blue in the distance under a sky so big it could break your heart or fill it, depending on the day.

The Cowgirl
Sophie Louisa Degarrin woke on a May morning in 1946 to the smell of coffee and bacon drifting through the thick adobe walls of Casa Blanca.
She was nineteen. She was home. After a year in Virginia the New Mexico sky was already that high, clean, heartbreaking blue that she had missed every single day she’d been gone.
This was the summer that would take everything from her. She dressed that morning as if nothing could touch her — stiff new Levi’s, her father’s hand-tooled belt, her grandmother’s small gold locket at her throat, where it always was.
“I love your home state, Mamma. I just love mine more.”

1946 – 1969
Between 1946 and 1969, something happened at La Conquistadora that no one speaks of.
Not the woman who left. Not the man who was sent away. Not the mother who has spent twenty-three years wondering if she was wrong.
Enter the Missing ChaptersChapter One — La Conquistadora, Summer 1946
The sky was still. La Conquistadora knew better.
Sophie Louisa Degarrin, named quite properly for a grandmother and her own mother, woke on a May morning in 1946 to the smell of coffee and bacon drifting through the thick adobe walls of Casa Blanca. For a moment she lay still. She was home. After a whole year in Virginia, she was home, and through the open window the New Mexico sky was already that high, clean, heartbreaking blue that she had missed every single day she’d been gone.
Her room was exactly as she’d left it, but a year away made everything visible again: the child’s lariat coiled on its hook by the door, the faded ribbon from a barrel race she’d won at thirteen on a horse that had since gone to pasture, and on the windowsill the jar of arrowheads she’d spent whole summers collecting across the mesas, chipped from flint by Comanche and Kiowa hunters who had tracked buffalo over this same land centuries before anyone called it La Conquistadora. Things she’d stopped seeing long before she left. She saw them now.
A letter lay on her bureau, propped against the mirror. She recognized the handwriting, a boy from a spring dance in Lexington, pleasant enough, forgettable. The envelope had been opened. Sophie pulled the page out and scanned it. Something about hoping she’d had a safe journey, hoping she’d write, hoping to see her again in the fall. A lot of hoping.
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“The author has created a compelling, powerful, and moving story spanning both great joy and great loss, with description of her beloved New Mexico landscape so stunning it will make your knees buckle. Characters, including one young cowboy who died early on, have stayed with me long after I put the book down. The sights and sounds, details grand and thunderous as well as tiny and soft, immerse readers into an unfamiliar world that welcomes us with a fierce embrace.”

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